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lyrics
she aint make me happy just distract me for awhile,
still i say it gladly wish she asked me for a child,
tho she cant be my baby when im actin like a kid,
but she cant say im lazy when its actually what i did,
she tell me i done wrong,
she tell me what i did right,
but i dont need no therapy girl i know that i been right,
think about you daily especially when it midnight,
dont know if u want me guess u wishin that id sit tight,
used to get so faded i admitted it aint fine,
now i been sedated sittin in between these lines,
i keep my nose clean,
my water never dirty,
im dealin with these feelins i was left from when she hurt me,
probably doin better than before when i was 13,
started on the bottle one year later pop my first bean,
these other bitches urk me,
only wanna jerk me,
you say that you cant love me so girl you just dont deserve me.
(chorus)
see i understand the jealousy in you can make a better me,
cuz maybe then youd tell yourself the truth, im not ya enemy,
n lately everytime i talk to you i wish youd yell at me,
lately keeping quiet all you do, fuck you aint tellin me?
like really what the fuck is you aint tellin me?
feel like i cant talk to you so i speak in the melodies,
i fell in love so recklessly n failed to check ya energy,
n then it fell apart but thats just love it has that tendency.
(chorus)
ditch love wit my bitch like,
i know that i been right,
git drunk n i fist fight,
get slumped with you in sight,
i wish that it was different but its just the way it is,
im not one for killin history but i just lit the bridge,
they cant get it like this,
i been up in my crib,
ceiling all in my vision,
feeling like i been picked up,
feeling like im on cloud 9,
feel like god when i kiss you,
feel like you should me all mine,
sing these songs when i miss ya,
n this picture dont seem right with your distance,
i feel like im emprisoned by fuckin up on these bitches,
burn myself in her vision,
maybe she just might miss it,
i miss it.
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